I loved you to the best of my capabilities
Gave you the fraction of myself that remains a stranger to the general public
Never underestimated your anticipated brush with gnreatness
Only left kisses on flesh that others had inflicted their wonds and wished you the best
So it only adds to the the struggle as i attempt to fathom the reason behind your disappearing act
Still searching for an explaination as to why the very soul that claimed me as their everything would abandon me in deperate times
I don’t want you to love me, I don’t care to have you back in my arms; inhaling a sweet musk that could only be associated with you
I don’t need you there on the day of my commencement or as I tuck old memories in preparation for college
I just want to know why

You were my first love, therefore the only one I was able to completely lower my guard for,
Allowing you to see the truth behind my smile and the saddness in my hello
So now as familiar features become cold and foreign
I want to know how you could just walk away without even a glimpse of what you left behind
It amazes me because just last week you filled me with half-truths of your love and a caress that should have meant nothing

Why can’t we just have eyebrows that consist of hair anymore? Why does your face have to be the trending coloring-book of the season?
when i look at you i want to do some things i know i’ll regret later
thegirlinjays asked:
Dope blog xo

thanks :) I really like yours too


Do not settle for less than exactly what you want. Your heart’s desires are there for a reason. Chase them. Pursue them relentlessly. Do not lose sight of your goals. They are your very reason for being.
Franki Durbin (via perfect)

(Source: longlivejava)

What is there to do in a too quiet suburban area on a Sunday morning, with a full tank of gas, & not-so-full pockets? I want to get out & experience greatness, but I’ve forgotten how to create some on my own..

Anonymous asked:
love your blog! music as well (Y)

Thank you :D


kidbreaknonstop asked:
Not at all but people suck .. Good thing im a alien and im awesome :)

lmao that started off my morning with a good bit of randomness, thank you :) & it is good thing you are because The Normies (aka the “normal” population stomping around) freak me out, the awesome part is debatable lol jk


All I want is for someone I’m genuinely interested in to be genuinely interested in me; is that too much to ask for?

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