I almost called you today
Almost diminished the will power I’ve been building up over the past months in order to move on
I almost called to say…I love you
I still love you and I don’t know why
My mind lingers on the memory of you, more often than not
I tried to forget you while attempting to cherish the lessons you left behind
I almost called to see if you were still mine

Macklemore - Church ft. Geologic

Got God & my walkman, go ahead & top that.

one of my favorite songs

I’m losing my fucking mind

and everything’s falling apart at once

I, too, sing America.
I am the darker brother.
They send me to eat in the kitchen
When company comes,
But I laugh,
And eat well,
And grow strong.
I’ll be at the table
When company comes.
Nobody’ll dare
Say to me,
“Eat in the kitchen,”
They’ll see how beautiful I am
And be ashamed—
I, too, am America.

Langston Hughes

I want to welcome the day, as sleepy eyes fall upon your beauty
Lips that still taste like last Saturday
Skin that bottles the scent of raindrops that cooled blushing teenage angst
As your chest rises to the occasion and caves from what others spend their whole lives trying to find
I picture the small contraption caged inside, whose consistent noise holds my attention like stars pinning the darkness within the frame of our universe,
I wonder how I could ever be worthy of this simple piece of magic that lies just beneath my cheek

All I want is for someone I’m genuinely interested in to be genuinely interested in me; is that too much to ask for?

this weekend has made me realize some things about myself

a) it’s time to let go of those who bring nothing but tears, harsh emotions, and sweet memories tainted by toxic realities

b) those who do, do. and those who don’t, never will

c) by having too much pride, the only ones who end up hurt in the end are those who are afraid to ask for help

Happy Birthday To Me XP

Today was a pretty good day: crazy friends, lots of laughs, new job, call backs, & family I can’t get enough of.

Thank you to everyone that made today perfect

basedvisionary asked:
id love to take you out for coffee [hot coco instead] or something cool of that nature! You seem like a very cool person outside of tumblr and anyone who get to be in your presence is blessed! But yea lol i hope you continue to have a good day, and um yea thanks for... following me i guess? lol [im bad at ending conversations in real life/tumblr]

Aaw that’s sweet, thank you. Hope you have day as well :) & you’re welcome lol